29 Weeks

29 Week UltrasoundHow far along: 29 weeks!

Total weight gain: gained 16 lbs.

Maternity clothes: Recently, I’ve been circulating through a few different shirts and leggings & it’s gotten really frustrating. Let’s just say it’s not contributing much to my self-esteem either. Old Navy had 50% off sale on all maternity clothes the other day, so I may or may not have gone on a little online shopping spree. I bought a new dress for my first baby shower next week. 😀

Stretch marks: A few little ones on my sides/ribs.

Sleep: This week has been a rough one, but not because of baby or pregnancy. I woke up on Tuesday with HORRIBLE tooth pain on a tooth that I’ve already had a crown and root canal done. I thought maybe I just had something in between my teeth so I spent the next couple days flossing really well & brushing, but nothing would relieve the pain. After spending the majority of the night sobbing, I went in to the dentist on Thursday morning, because I just couldn’t take it any more and they said that I would need to go to an endodontist to have them take a look at how extensive the abscess was and what the next steps would be. They put me on an antibiotic and with the approval of my OB, I got some pain meds.

I was taking the pain meds and compressing with ice & heat, but NOTHING was relieving the pain. I slept for a total of two hours on Thursday night. I went in to the dentist Friday morning & he gave me a local anesthetic to numb my jaw & tooth. I cried so many happy tears because the pain was finally gone! If not for just a little while. I explained to my dentist that problems with this particular tooth runs in my family & that I’d rather just pull it now to save myself from more pain and money down the road. He agreed that it would probably be the best decision.

Clint & I headed to our ultrasound & I actually got to enjoy seeing our little guy because I was so numbed up. 🙂

After the ultrasound, we went straight back to the dentist & they pulled my tooth. As I laid there & felt them yanking on my tooth & jaw, I couldn’t help but just think about my little guy & his cute little movements that I got to see just an hour before. It definitely helped get me through that moment &, again, reminded me that this crappy, crappy moment of pain would pass!

Oh, & I slept MUCH, MUCH better last night, even though I had to sleep in my rocking chair to keep my jaw above my heart.

Best moment of this week: Right here, right now. I’m feeling the baby kick, watching “What to Expect When You’re Expecting” & I can’t feel my heart beat in my face! It’s a friggin’ miracle.

Miss anything: Still missing sleeping on my stomach & also Coke. I’ve cut back on caffeine because of my high blood pressure (&… it’s better for the baby, I know 🙂 )

Movement: SO much movement. This little guy has so much personality already. 

Food cravings: I have different cravings every day. Yesterday was pad thai, & the day before that was pho (a Vietnamese noodle soup).  

Anything making you queasy or sick: I’m still pretty sensitive to smells.

Have you started to show yet: Why, yes, I am. I’m feeling larger and larger by the day.

Gender: Boy!!

Labor signs: I haven’t had any Braxton Hicks yet, nor any pelvic pain. I’m sure they’ll both make an appearance within the next couple weeks.

Wedding rings on or off: On.

Happy or moody most of the time: Feeling a lot happier right now than I have all week. Seriously guys, I thought that tooth was going to be the death of me.

Looking forward to: My family baby shower next week.

An Anniversary Well Spent

September 7th was our 4th anniversary (CRAZY!). Even though we went on our “babymoon” without knowing it earlier this year to Universal Studios/the Bahamas (just take me back now please…), we wanted to take a little trip before the baby comes. So, we took a little weekend trip to St. George. Our lazy weekend included seeing movies (Man from U.N.C.L.E. and Ant-Man), hitting WAY too many restaurants, swimming and visiting the St. George Temple. Walking around the temple grounds was really the only thing that was photo worthy during the whole weekend 🙂

Happy Anniversary to my forever best friend. We have so many wonderful adventures ahead & I truly can’t wait.

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Week 25

25 weeksHow far along: 25 weeks!

Total weight gain: gained 11.4 lbs total

Maternity clothes: This little guy is growing and growing fast, so dressing myself has been pretty interesting. I just ordered some new full panel maternity pants from Old Navy and I’m super, super excited about them. No more feeling like my belly is cut in half. 

Stretch marks: Luckily, not any more then at 21 weeks. Wahoo!

Sleep: Nights have been a little rough lately. I fall asleep on my side and 2 hours later, I wake up laying on my back. So, I roll over on my side, fall back asleep and the cycle continues. Then, there’s the matter of going to the bathroom once or twice a night. Overall, let’s just say nights are rough..

I read this article on Baby Center about sleep positions and it really helped me gain perspective on what’s best for me and baby.

Best moment of this week: I found powder ranch mix in the fridge and a jar of jelly in the cupboard yesterday. Pregnancy brain at its finest!

Miss anything: Sleeping on my stomach and getting off of the couch or out of my bed with ease.

Movement: SO much movement. I’m still so paranoid that something could go wrong or is wrong. It’s such a relief to feel those not-so little kicks any more and know that he’s doing okay. Every single time he moves, I pat my belly and tell him thank you. 

I had the edge of my laptop propped up on my belly the other day and my whole laptop moved with his kicks.

Food cravings: Fried Pickles always sounds good. Yes, I’m that pregnant lady.

Anything making you queasy or sick: Not really. I know that when my stomach is empty, I have a stronger gag reflex. Oh, & smells.

Have you started to show yet: Yeah! Finally!

Gender: Boy!!

Labor signs: Not yet.

Wedding rings on or off: On, on the days that I actually wear them..which I am trying to do more these days so I don’t look a floozy 😉

Happy or moody most of the time: So happy, but anxious. Time is going by really fast & there is still so much left to do. Thinking about all the projects, & labor, & life after baby, it’s only slightly overwhelming.

Looking forward to: Hitting my third trimester in 3 weeks!

Renaissance Fair 2015

This year, all the Horn siblings made it to the Renaissance Fair together! If you don’t recall, May was the month of rain, which made this years fair pretty interesting. Some of the shops either closed early or weren’t there at all the day we went, but it was still fun to show off our costumes that we had worked so hard on.

Clint’s shirt and vest, and my little peplum vest was made from a floor-length dress/vest thing 🙂 We cut the bottom of the dress off and used the extra pieces to make the peplum ruffles. 
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My body is beautiful

23 weeks > 15 weeks

First off, let me say that the majority of my pregnancy has been a breeze. Other than the first few weeks of spotting, I don’t get nauseous, I haven’t had (many) issues like spotting or severe cramping, or even weight gain (I’m only 5 lbs up from when we found out), but being plus size & expecting has been tough emotionally while I’ve been going through the physical changes of pregnancy.

I’m 24 weeks tomorrow & I’m just hitting the stage where my body is going through big changes. The baby is growing, so stretch marks are making appearances in strange places, my back & belly are aching like none other & I have head aches that are unrelenting. I’m sitting here feeling like a worthless blob, because I feel like I’ve laid around all day, watched Netflix & eaten everything is sight (Oh, the blessings of working from home) & I’ve felt the need to rest because of my back aches & round ligament pain (… & gas 🙂 ).

I just wanted to take a minute & reflect on what my body is doing at this very moment. It’s growing a little son of my Heavenly Father. It’s something so amazing & miraculous & beautiful. On hard days like today, I just have to take a moment & place my hands on my big belly & realize that I’m part of something much, much bigger than myself.

My body is beautiful, regardless of my insecurities & images of how it should be. Regardless of the strange stretch marks on my thighs & ribs. Regardless of those extra few pounds. I am so blessed to have a body that can harness such an incredible power & gift, & I should never take that for granted.

Week 21

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How far along: 21 weeks!

Total weight gain: gained 4.5 lbs total

Maternity clothes: Leggings. Always. My maternity shirts were loose before and are now clearly showing my crazy high baby bump. 

Stretch marks: A few on my sides by my ribs, but that’s it!

Sleep: Starting to get a little more uncomfortable at night, but still very bearable.

Best moment of this week: Feeling baby kick when I lay in bed at night. As I was falling asleep on Tuesday night, I felt a very distinct kick in my left side. It’s the first time I knew it was the baby and not gas bubbles. haha

Miss anything: I definitely miss my sanity. Some days I feel like a crazy person, but most days I feel pretty good 🙂 

Movement: Because my placenta is anterior, I don’t get to feel him move around much. However, this week, I’ve started to feel those little kicks, just on my left side.

Food cravings: I’ve been craving Coke this week. 

Anything making you queasy or sick: I still don’t have much of an appetite. I stand in front of the refrigerator, so, so hungry, but nothing sounds good. So, I end up grabbing a popsicle. It’s super filling 😉

Have you started to show yet: I have. Baby is sitting really high, so I feel like I have a shelf right under my chest already.

Gender: Boy!!

Wedding rings on or off: Still wearing the band that I bought a month or so ago. This hot weather is making me swell up a bit though.

Happy or moody most of the time: Happy 70% of the time, moody 30%. My poor, sweet husband 🙂

Looking forward to: Getting baby’s nursery together! We’ve already found a crib and as of last night a CRAZY comfortable recliner/rocker for his room. Slowly, but surely we’ll get it all put together!

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Week 18

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16 week ultrasoundHow far along: 18 weeks

Total weight gain: Still only at 3.8 lbs gained. WAHOO!

Maternity clothes: I still wear leggings a lot of the time. You wouldn’t believe how hard it is to find plus size maternity jeans… So, I guess for the remainder of this pregnancy I will be wearing skirts, dresses & leggings, which I don’t mind.

Stretch marks: Sadly, yes. I’ve started to get a couple on each side by my rib cage.

Sleep: I’m actually sleeping pretty well. I get up in the middle of the night maybe twice a week. 

Best moment of this week: Having our 18 week appointment & hearing our little man’s heartbeat (steady & strong at 154 🙂 )

Miss anything: I miss not being miserable during the summer. This 100 degree, dry heat drains me.

Movement: I know for a fact that he is moving around in there, but I haven’t had any distinct kicks, that I know of.

Food cravings: Salty still, but at the moment, I really, REALLY want some sushi in my mouth.. 

Anything making you queasy or sick: Anything too sweet, meat & eggs. I get really sick in the morning if I don’t have anything in my stomach. It makes working early in the morning really difficult.

Have you started to show yet: Not really, but I’m feeling bigger around the middle.

Gender: Boy!!

Wedding rings on or off: Because of the heat, I’m starting to swell a little in my hands. I ordered a simple 3mm tungsten band to wear. #claustrophobiaissues

Happy or moody most of the time: Lately, I’ve been SO emotional. Little things make me hit the extreme of being happy, sad, or frustrated to the point that I cry.

Looking forward to: Our 20 week appointment when we see all of the measurements and get an update on his due date 🙂

“My arms were made to hold you, so I will never let you go”

I’m sitting here watching How I Met Your Mother and I’m a blubbering mess. This song was in the episode when Marshall and Lily became parents and it is so deeply resonating right now.

I can’t wait to be a mother and hold our little one for the very first time. I can’t imagine loving something more deeply than I will ever understand and I can’t wait for that moment. Until then, I will listen to this song over and over with tears in my eyes.